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Let me quote a
story to explain, what is ego
Once upon a time , an Indian prince approached a guru . When he met the guru
,he abruptly put this question, "Guru ji, what is God?"
This is a deep question, a very difficult problem. This is the one subject
which all the theologies and all the religions propose to investigate, and
you want to know all about "it in a short time". He said
"Yes, sir yes. Explain it to me.
"Dear you want to know what God is, you want
to make acquaintance with God, but do you not know that the rule is, when a
man wants to see a great personage, he will have to send his own card (just
like a visiting card) first, he will have to send to the chief his own
address and name? Now you want to see God.
You had better send to God your card; you had
better let God know what you are.
Give Him your card.
I will place it in the hands of God directly
and God will come to you, and you will see what God is.
"Well", the prince said said, "It is all
right, it is reasonable.
This is my name." he wrote it out on a piece
of paper.
Guru and read took it up.
Guru looked at the piece of paper, smiled and
said, "O dear, you do not know who you are. You are like the illiterate,
ignorant person who wants to see GOD, and cannot write your own name”.
How will God receive you?
First tell me correctly what you are, and then will God come to you and
receive you with open arms.
The prince could not understand it. He was
confused. He had written his name, his fathers name and his address as well.
He wondered, what’s wrong with his visiting card details?
Guru ji understood his problem and asked him
"Mr. so and so, to whom does this card
belong?" the boy said, "To me."
There was an attendant of that prince
standing by. He brought the prince to guru’s place on the horse cart . The
attendant could not understand it as well. The guru asked this question to
the attendant, "Mr. so and so, to whom does this horse cart belong?" The man
said, "To Me." and taking up a stick from the hands of the attendant the
guru asked him, "Mr. so and so, to whom does this stick belong?"
To me
"All right. If the cart belongs to you, there
is a relation between the cart and you; the cart is your property, and you
are the owner. Then you are not the cart, the cart is yours."
The prince said, "Indeed, that is so plain."
"Well, the shirt, you are wearing, belongs to
you, the shirt is yours, and you are not the shirt." he replied, "I am not
the shirt because the shirt is mine; that is my property, I am the owner."
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All right. Then the Guru asked him,
taking hold of the his ears, "Whom do these ears belong to?" he said, "To me."
The Guru said, "All right, the ears belong to you, the ears are yours. As such
you are not the ears. Similarly the nose belongs to you. As the nose is yours,
you are not the nose. Then, whose body is that?"
Prince said with agitation, "The
body is mine; this body is mine." "If the body is yours, Mr. Then you are not
the body; you cannot be the body because you say that the body is yours; you
cannot be the body. The very statement—my body, my ears, my head, my hand proves
that you are something else and the body together with the ears and hands and
eyes, etc., is something else. This is your property, you are the owner, the
master; the body is like your garment and you are the owner. The body is like
your cart and you are the owner.
Now, who are you?"
The prince was clean bowled but
nonetheless understood it so far, and by putting down on paper the address of
the body, I had made a mistake. "I am not the body, not the ears, not the nose,
not the eyes, nothing of the kind.
Who I am then?"
Now he began to reflect, and said,
"Well, well, I am the mind, I am the mind, I must be the mind."
"Is that so indeed?" asked Guru ji
smiling and asked him in a very soft voice.” Now, can you tell me how many bones
you have got in your body? Can you tell where the food lies in your body that
you took this morning?" the prince could make no answer, and these words escaped
his lips, "Well, my intellect does not reach that. I have not read that. I have
not yet read anything of physiology or anatomy. My brain does not catch it, my
mind cannot comprehend it."
You say your mind cannot comprehend
it, your intellect cannot reach up to that, your brain cannot understand this.
By making these remarks you confess and admit that the brain is yours, the mind
is yours, the intellect is yours. Well, if the intellect is yours, you are not
the intellect. If the mind is yours, you are not the mind. If the brain is
yours, you are not the brain. These very words of yours show that you are the
master of the intellect, the owner of the brain and the ruler of the mind. You
are not the mind, the intellect or the brain.
Who are you? Think, think, please.
Be more careful and let us know correctly what you are. Then will God be just
brought to you, and you will see God, you will be introduced directly into the
presence of God. Please tell us what you are."
He began to think, and thought and
thought but could not go further. The body said, "My intellect, my mind cannot,
reach further."
Oh, how true are these words! Indeed
the mind or the intellect cannot reach the true Divinity or God within.
The true God is beyond the reach of
words and minds.
The guru ji asked him to sit down
for a while and meditate upon what his intellect had reached so far. "I am not
the body; I am not the mind." If so, feel it, put it into practice, and repeat
it in the language of feeling, in the language of action; realize that you are
not the body. If you live this thought only, if you work into practice even so
much of the truth, if you are above the body and the mind, you become free from
all anxiety, all fear. Fear leaves you when you raise yourself above the level
of the body or the mind. All anxiety ceases, all sorrow is gone, when you
realize even so much of the Truth that you are something beyond the body, beyond
the mind.
After that, the Guru ji helped him a
little to realize who I am, and he asked me, "Brother, what have you done today?
Will you please let us know the works or deeds that you have performed this
morning?"
He began to relate, "I woke up early
in the morning, took bath, and did this thing and that thing, took my breakfast,
read a great deal, wrote some letters, visited some friends, received some
friends, and came here to pay my respects to the you."
"Is that all?
Have you not done a great deal more?
Is that all?
Just see.
He thought and thought; and then
mentioned a few other things of the same sort. "That is not all; you have done
thousands of things more; you have done hundreds, thousands, nay, millions of
things more. Innumerable deeds you have done, and you refuse to make mention of
them. This is not becoming.
Please let us know what you have
done. Tell us everything that you have done this morning.
It sounded so strange that he had
done thousands of things besides the few that he had named, was startled. "I
have not done anything more than what I have told you, sir, I have not done
anything."
"No, you have done millions,
trillions, quadrillions of things more." How is that?
The Guru Ji asked him once again
"Who is looking at the Guru at this time?"
He said, "I"
"Are you seeing this face, this
river that flows beside us?" He said,
"Yes, indeed."
"Well, you see the river and you see
my face, but who makes the six muscles in the eyes move? You know the six
muscles in the eyes move, but who makes the muscles move? It cannot be anybody
else; it cannot be anything extra. It must be your own Self that makes the
muscles in the eyes move in the act of seeing."
"Oh, indeed, it must be I; it cannot
be anything else."
"Well, who is seeing just now, who
is attending to this discourse?" he said, "I, it is I."
"Well, if you are seeing, if you are
attending to this discussion, who is making the oratory nerves vibrate?
It must be you, it must be you.
Nobody else.
Who took the meals this morning?" he
meekly said, "I, I."
"Well, if you took the meals this
morning and it is you that will go to the toilet and vacate, who is it that
assimilates and digests the food? Who is it, please?
Tell us if you eat and you throw it
out, it must be you who digests, it must be yourself that assimilates, it cannot
be anybody else. Those days are gone when outside causes were sought after to
explain the phenomena in nature. If a man fell down, the cause of his fall was
said to be some outside ghost.
Science does not admit such
solutions of the problem. Science and philosophy require you to seek the cause
of a phenomenon in the phenomenon itself."
Here you take the food, go into the
toilet and throw it off. When it is digested, yourself must digest it, no
outside power comes and digests it; it must be your own Self. The cause of
digestion also must be sought within you and not without you."
Well, he had to admit so far. Now he
was asked, "Dear, just reflect, just think for a while. The process of digestion
implies hundreds of kinds of movements. In the process of digestion, in
mastication, saliva is emitted from the glands in the mouth. Here is again the
next process of oxidation going on. Here is blood being formed. There is the
blood coursing through the veins, there is the same food being converted into
muscles, bones, and hair; here is the process of growth going on in the body.
Here are a great many processes going on, and all these processes in the body
are connected with the process of assimilation and digestion."
"If you take the food, it is you
yourself who are the cause of respiration; you yourself make the blood course
through your veins; you yourself make the hair grow; you yourself make the body
develop, and here mark how many processes there are; how many acts, how many
deeds there are that you are performing every moment."
“Indeed, indeed, sir, in my body, in
this body, there are thousands of processes that the intellect does not know,
about which the mind is unconscious, and still they are being performed, and it
must be I that am the cause of all that, it must be I that am performing all
that; and indeed it was a mistake I made when I said that I had done a few
things, a few things only, and nothing more, a few things that were done through
the agency of the intellect or mind."
It must be made further clear. In
this body of yours there are two kinds of functions being discharged; there are
two kinds of work being done, involuntary and voluntary. Voluntary acts are
those that are performed through the agency of the intellect or mind; for
instance, reading, writing, walking, talking and drinking. These are acts done
through the agency of the intellect or mind. Besides these, there are thousands
of acts or processes being performed directly, so to say, without the agency, or
without the medium of mind or intellect, for instance, respiration, the coursing
of blood through the veins, the growth of hair, etc.
People make this mistake, this
glaring blunder that they admit only those acts to be performed by them which
are performed through the agency of mind or intellect. All the other deeds, all
the other acts which are being performed directly without the agency of
intellect or mind, are disclaimed entirely. They are entirely cast aside, they
are entirely neglected, and by this neglect and by this mistake, by this
imprisoning the real Self in the little mind, identifying the Infinity with the
small brain, people are making themselves miserable and wretched. People say,
"Oh, God is within me." All right, the Kingdom of Heaven is within you, God is
within you, but that kernel which is within you, that kernel is yourself and not
the shell. Please think over it seriously. Reflect whether you are the kernel or
the shell, whether you are He that is within you, or you are the shell that is
without.
Some people say, "O sir, I eat and
nature digests; O sir, I see but nature makes the muscles move; O sir, I hear
but it is nature that makes the nerves vibrate." Mark, in the name of justice,
in the name of truth, in the name of freedom, just mark, whether you are that
nature or whether you are the mere body. Mark, you are that nature. You are the
infinite God. If throwing aside all prejudice, waiving all preconceptions and
casting off all superstitions, you reflect over the matter, discuss it, sift it,
investigate it, and examine it,
The prince still did not understand
it thoroughly. "Well," he said, "Indeed, I have understood it so far that I am
something beyond the intellect."
"Sir, make it more clear to me, I
have not quite comprehended it yet."
“When you go to bed, do you die or
live?" the prince said, "I live; I do not die." "And what about the intellect?"
he said, "I go on dreaming, the intellect is still there." "And when you are in
the deep sleep state (you know there is a state called the deep sleep state, in
that state even no dreams are seen), where is the intellect, where is the mind?"
The prince began to think. "Well, it
passes into nothingness; it is no longer there, the intellect is not there, the
mind is not there." "But are you there or not?" he said, "Oh, indeed I must be
there; I cannot die, I remain there." Well, mark here, even in the deep sleep
state, where the intellect ceases, where the intellect is, as it were, like a
garment hoisted on a peg, hoisted on a post, like an overcoat, the intellect is
taken off and placed upon the post, you are still there, you do not die out.
The prince said," The intellect is
not there, and I do not die out. This I do not quite comprehend."
"When you wake up after enjoying
this deep sleep, when you wake up, do you not make such statements, ‘I enjoyed
profound sleep tonight, I had no dreams tonight.’ Do you not make remarks of
that kind?" He said, "Yes." Well. This point is very subtle. All of you will
have to listen closely. When after waking up from the deep sleep state, this
remark is made, "I slept so soundly that I saw no dreams, I saw no rivers, no
mountains, in that state there was no father, no mother, no house, no family,
nothing of the kind; all was dead and gone; there was nothing, nothing, nothing
there. I slept and there was nothing there."
So when you wake up after enjoying
the deep sleep state and make this remark, "I did not see anything in the
dream;" well, we may say that you must have been present; there was no father,
no mother, no husband, no wife, no house, no river, no family present in that
state, but you must have been present; the very evidence that you give, the very
witness that you bear proves that you did not sleep, that you did not go to
sleep, for had you been asleep, who would have told us about the nothingness of
that? You are something beyond the intellect; the intellect was asleep, the
brain was at rest in a way, but you were not asleep. If you had been asleep, who
would have made the blood run through the blood-vessels, who would have
continued the process of digestion in the stomach? Who would have continued the
process of the growth of your body, if you had really fallen into the deep sleep
state? So you are something which is never asleep. The intellect sleeps, but not
you. "I am something beyond the intellect, mind and body."
"Sir, sir, I have understood it so
far, and have come to know that I am a power Divine, that I am the Infinite
power which never sleeps, never changes. In my youth, the body is different, in
my childhood the mind was not the same as I have now, the body was not the same
as I have now. In my childhood, my intellect, brain, body and mind were entirely
different from what they are now." Doctors tell us that after seven years, the
whole system undergoes a thorough change; every moment the body is changing, and
every second the mind is changing, and the mental thoughts, the mental ideas
which you entertained in your childhood, where are they now? In the days of
childhood you looked upon the Sun as a beautiful cake which was eaten by the
angels, the Moon was a beautiful piece of silver; the stars were as big as
diamonds. Where are these ideas gone? The mind of yours, the intellect of yours
has undergone a thorough, a whole-sale change. But you still say, "When I was a
child, when I was a boy, when I shall grow up to the age of seventy." You still
make such remark which shows that you are something which was the same in
childhood, which was the same in boyhood, which will be the same at the age of
seventy. When you say, "I went to sleep, I went into the deep sleep state,
etc,"; when you make remarks of that kind, it shows that there is the true ‘I’
in you, the real Self in you, which remains the same in the dreamland, which
remains the same in the deep sleep state, which remains the same in the wakeful
state. There is something within you which remains the same when you are in a
swoon, which remains the same when you are bathing, when you are writing. Just
think, reflect, just mark, please. Are you not something which remains the same
under all circumstances, unchanging in its being, the same yesterday, today and
for ever? If so, just reflect a little more, think a little more and you will be
immediately brought face to face with God. You know the promise was, know
your-self, put down your right address on paper, and God will be introduced to
you immediately.
Now, the prince had come to know
that he was something unchanging, something constant, something, which was never
asleep; so I wanted to know what God is.
Guru asked; "Brother, here are these
trees growing. Is the power that makes this tree grow different from the power
that makes that tree grow?" prince said,
"No, no, it must be the same power
certainly." "Now, is the power which makes all these trees grow different from
the power that makes the bodies of animals grow?" prince said, "No, No, it
cannot be different, it must be the same." Now is the power, the force that
makes the stars move, different from the power, which makes these rivers flow?
he said, "It cannot be different, it must be the same."
Well, now the power that makes these
trees grow cannot be different from the power, which makes your body grow, it
cannot be different from the power which makes your hair grow. The same
universal power of nature, the same universal Divinity or the Unknowable, which
makes the stars shine, makes your eyes twinkle, the same power which is the
cause of the growth of that body’s hair which you call mine, the same power
makes the blood course through the veins of each and all. Indeed, and then what
are you? Are you not that power which makes your hair grow, which makes your
blood flow through your veins, which makes your food get digested? Are you not
that power? That power which is beyond the intellect, the mind, indeed you are.
If so, you are the same power which is governing the force of the whole
Universe, you are the same Divinity, you are the same God, the same Unknowable,
the same energy, force, substance anything you may call it, the same Divinity,
the All which is present everywhere. The same, the same you are.
The prince was astonished and he
said, "Really, really, I wanted to know God. I put the question what God is, and
I find my own Self, my true self is God. What I was asking, what did I ask what
a silly question I put! I had to know myself. I had to know who I am, and God
was known." Thus was God known?
Note – If you want to understand, what is “EGO”… read the above story again and
again till you fully understand the meaning. The whole equation of my theory is
based on ego and if you miss the point then the importance of whole book is
lost.
The saint wanted to convey a very
simple message that our physical body and mind is a very complicated machine.
Millions and millions of activities takes place without “I” factor or “EGO”
playing any part in the smooth functioning.
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